Almost two years ago, I started this blog because I wanted to have my own space where I could write about anything I want. I was interested in a lot of things and, back then, I wasn’t really sure what I was going to write about.

And so the years went by, I hardly updated this blog. Though I did redesign a few times, I felt that was some form of resistance that distracted from doing what I really needed and wanted to do. I was writing almost aimlessly, without really knowing for sure where I wanted to go. But I believe that was all part of the process which got me to where I am now.

As jaymeemerald.com begins its third year, I now know which direction I want to go. This blog will be a manifestation journal about:

Creating the life you want through journaling, creative visualization and the Law of Attraction.

Journaling has always been my passion. And so far, the glimpses I had of the power of creative visualization and the Law of Attraction have inspired me to explore them deeper and imbibe them as a way of life. I’ve come to believe that when you combine faith and inspired action, you can achieve anything you set your heart to.

This blog is where I will write about the things I learn and practice, my successes as well as learning experiences. I hope my journey will inspire you to explore the infinite possibilities and to begin your own journey to creating the life of your dreams.

There’s something about changing my blog’s look that gives me a natural high. It’s the same feeling I get every time I get a fresh new journal.

There’s something so magical about flipping through the empty pages and smelling the fresh paper. You almost feel like you don’t want to write anymore and just hold the journal in your hands.

But I must write. I want to write.

So I finally forced myself to stop tweaking this blog’s design and begin typing this post.

I’ve been neglecting this blog for quite sometime. Kernan even asked me why I rarely update this blog.

I always tell myself to just write and let the words flow. But sometimes, I still get stumped. Or I feel like writing something but think it’s not perfect or significant enough.

I know it’s the writing gremlin talking.

I really should listen and connect with my writing muse more often.

Sometimes the days get too predictable and ordinary, I forget that there’s this amazing dimension of life I can explore anytime. A place where I can draw my writing inspiration from.

And so here I am blogging again.

I promise myself, I’ll do this more often.

It’s the first day of the last month of the year and I’m going to blog.

I’m trying to set aside all thoughts of work because I want to relax today. I am taking a break because I need it and I deserve it.

I am going to just sit back, put my feet up and type away at my laptop. I’m going to pretend I’m sitting on the shore of a peaceful beach with a chocolate cake and a chocolate milkshake by my side table.

Next to my birthday month, December is my favorite time of the year. Most people are happy in December and there’s always lots of money and gifts going around.

December is also Kernan’s birthday month and our second wedding month. Wow, can you believe how time seems to whoosh by in the blink of an eye?

I am thankful that we are ending the year in a high note. We’ve met some pretty rough times in the beginning of the year but in the end, everything works out just fine.

I always choose to focus on our blessings.

I love my regular job. Although I’m not really crazy about the bundy clock and time adjustments, I love what I’m doing. I just remember that my regular job is what allows me to have holidays like the one I’m enjoying now. Plus, getting to wear office clothes is kinda cool too.

I’m also thankful that I discovered another way to fulfill one of my most important dreams.

I have got the knowledge, I just have to deal with the hard part which is applying what I’ve learned.

I’ve been sitting on the fence for so long, always waiting for perfection or an easy way out.

But I am resolving that I’m going to do it now. I know what I can accomplish will definitely be life-changing not just for me but for the ones I love the most.

December is a good month and I’ll make the most of it.

2009 seems only a breath away.

I know I’m going to make it my year.

What are your thoughts in December?

I’ve been missing in action for more than a week.

That’s because I’ve been been busy managing other people’s blogs and websites. That’s what I do for a living now. (It’s kinda cool to be called a “webmaster.”)

Sadly, it has taken over my life to the point that I barely have time for my babies and my blogs.

But, and this is a BIG BUT, this is only a temporary situation.

I’m still getting the hang of getting things done in my massive to do list quickly and efficiently in one day.

Add to that the slipping accident I had last week which caused me excruciating back pain for days.

Actually, it still hurts until now but I’m trying to ignore it in the hopes that when I wake up the next day, all the pain will just go away.

I miss my babies.

I miss my blogs.

I miss talking to my friends, online and off.

I’ve got a lot of blog posts and plans brewing in my mind but they have to take a backseat for now.

But I will continue to blog whenever I can, even if they are just short bursts of inspiration.

After all, this is my relaxing haven and online heaven.

And I can never let blogging go.

Thank you for your comments.

I do read them and appreciate them.

I’m just hanging around here.

Hope to be back with another post soon.

Will you still be here when I come back?

Once I’ve started modifying and customizing this blog, time stops and I hardly notice that it’s almost morning.

I only stop when I could feel my head starting to spin signaling that I need to sleep.

And it’s starting to happen now.

Better. Stop. Now.

Do it again tomorrow.

Sometimes, I feel the need to compartmentalize myself.

I go by one name but I take on different roles and personalities.

Like a rainbow that’s red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet rolled into one.

I’m a wife, mom, woman, daughter, sister, writer, blogger, dreamer and doer all at the same time.

But there are times when I want to be just one.

Just me.

This blog was born out of my need to explore the “me” apart from being a wife and a mother: two roles I have taken on recently that have also taken over my life. (I do enjoy them but the wifey and mommy Jayme writes in another blog.)

This blog is about other things that interest me: writing, blogging, reading books and girly-girl goodness.

Mostly, this online journal is where I’ll try to find the best version of me.

So feel free to sit back on the couch and read the unfolding chapters of this side of my life.

I’ll write as often as I feel the need to.

You’ll most likely see me giddy, excited, happy and maybe the occasional bad kind of moody.

But I always try to keep positive vibes all around

Share the journey with me, send me a message or leave a comment if you wish.

As long as you’re a good person who always sees the good side of people and enjoys the goodness of life, you’re welcome right here.

Otherwise, the exit is just one click away.

Wishing for love and happiness to always come your way.

Photo credit: Rainbow Bookcase by Chotda